Impressions of a man’s first tantric massage

Locked sexual energies moved from my genital area spreading in my body, by her hands and my breathing.

Hello Tantra Ocean,

Last nights message, I feel, was not a review of my first experience with tantra. More like an expression of wanting more after the bliss of seeing such a sweet therapist.

But here for my review.

I had been curious about trying tantra or erotic massage sinse finding a place in warszaw with that service, however I did not go, and when a work meeting came up in Oslo the idea came back. Why not. There were a few places, some had the text "no touching of the genitals", others were escorts providing anything. I wasn't interested in paying for sex, my intent was the freedom of being touched by a professional not restricted to some parts of the body, how would that feel? Someone wanting to let the clients body lead the way. I didn't know what my body would want, or even if I could relax in that setting.

At your website I saw professionalism and openness, and your friendly tone on the first e-mail got me hooked. The price was a bit higher, but you already had me intregued. Knowing that a woman, who I had never met, would take care of me in the shower and her naked body be on me the next day made my mind drift to sexual fantasies, my lingam reminding me of its existance made sleep hard.

I left the work meeting I had been on as collegues continued talking, hoping no one would ask why I was in a hurry, I'm a bad liar, but this I wanted for myself and I wanted to be on time.

I knew the adress by then, the way there, found a parking place, found the door, the therapist opened. She was pretty, very natural, I had maybe expected some kind of bordel feeling, so I was gladly surprised. It imediatly felt intimate knowing there would only be the two of us for two and a half hours. She made me feel very comfortable, describing what we would do and setting the boundries, also very naturally talking about if I had ever payed for sex. I loved her integrity, curiousity, openness. I didn't know what to ask of the procedure, didn't know what I could ask for. I wouldn't have minded having her with no thong at all, but that was my mind talking and the boundry was set. I didn't mind that at all.

She showed me to our massage room and provided some tea, let me feel the atmosphere. Sat down, a bit cold by then, the thought "cold feet" popped up while sipping my tea and eating some dates.

During the shower I had stopped my fantasising, the intensity of the moment took over and I felt that I couldn't have asked for a better start. So quickly being close to and touched by this beautiful naked girl got me very aroused, but without feeling any shame in that, and she didn't mind. She was very thorough in her cleaning and easy to talk to. Letting me choose between two shower gels and explaining the sanskrit word Lingam while holding and cleaning it. It was a good feeling, more than I could have imagined, and sensual without being all about sex. An intimare start for a wonderful massage.

She walked me back to our room and soon came back in a loose robe. After feeling aroused from her touches in the shower and my hands just wanting to touch her it was good just sitting down holding hands breathing. She explained some tantra and I felt comfortable following her lead and advice. Relax, close your eyes, feel my touches. So i did, and her hands were so nice, playing gently all over my back. A song by Gotan Project was playing in the background. She didn't mind her fingers touching my penis while moving up my legs and I enjoyed the feeling of being allowed to get aroused. Then I felt her soft cool breast and belly against my back, wow, and I couldn't refuse my hands from touching her, in a respectful manner I hope.

After turning around she explained the tantric breath and I trusted her completely to do my best. Locked sexual energies moved from my genital area spreading in my body, by her hands and my breathing. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment, she was so good and I could see her enjoying it. Sometimes looking up seeing her concentrated on my body, sometimes her beautiful eyes to mine watching my facial expressions of enjoyment. Then her body against mine again, pressing against my penis. I so wanted more of her then, but kept breathing and feeling the touches. Letting my hands touch her back play over her butt. Her smell was so nice.

After the massage we remained close, talking, touching, it felt natural and I could have been there for long, but I knew I was pushing the time and just enjoyed what we had. Couldn't let her eyes go, felt so different compared to from the start. It wasn't sexual, but very intimate so I relaxed in that feeling. I told her how much I liked her body pressing against mine and she told me we could have had more if she had known.

When paying we sat close, she telling me to not to ejaculate for two days, letting the energy stay in my body. It did not feel strange paying her, not at all what I can imagine it would be paying a prostitute, no this was more like paying someone you care for for providing something of important value.

Leaving didn't feel like a rush, she joined me while tying my shoelaces and we had a nice long hug. I could have stayed forever, but i'm the client. Promised her this review, and left wanting to come right back.

I kept the breathing and no ejaculation and I sure feel energised, more present, joyous.

I do hope to see you again if you will have me.
Best regards, Linus